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Thats What You Get - Paramore

I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn to take a seat
We're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win
I wonder
How am I supposed to feel when you're not here?
Cuz I've burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here
I still try
Holding on to silly things, I never learn
Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting

If I Gave You My Life - Justin Nozuka

If I gave you my life would you let it slip
Through your fingers like water in the dessert
If I gave you my heart
In the deep of the night
Would you hold it like a candle giving you light

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Rock Your Soul - Elisa

I don't let myself down
just wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you
The more I think, the less I do
when I'm able to talk
I'm queen of my world
I let it rain on my skin
I don't ask myself why
I don't ask myself why
I wanna be one with you
wanna be one with you
and all I want is to rock your soul

Sorry - Maria Mena

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I wisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part

Dear Journal,

Well, let's start off with today is my sister's birthday and she's 20 oh my god:] my sister i used to play gold fish, talent shows, barbies, and barbie computers games with is 20 fucking years old. Life's going by so fast i remember when i first moved here in 3rd and now im in 7th omg. it's already been 5 years. Well, i got a cat Shadow in october and guess what hes a black cat and dont say hes bad luck because he's not . I read online if you let a black cat into your house it's good luck. Anyways, my teacher was on the news today it was so cool. A 9th grader at the highschool but her in a headlock i was like whoahh!

today in school my crush was in the hallways and he looked at me so right now your like wtf? he looked at you big woopdie doo stfu it's good for me. Im not that type of girl with naturally straight hair and perfect skin. I have curly hair and I have to straighten it for like 5 hours every week . I take showers I just put a cap on so i dont damage my hair. there is so much judging at my school and it's not even funny. Well, anyways i missed religon yesterday cause i didnt feel like going i was SO tired it wasnt even funny. Saturday, we might go to red lobster to celebrate my sister's birthday i cant wait we're having cake in a few minutes yayayayayay! ITS ICECREAM CAKE OHH EMM GEE. Well, i better go before my mom and my sister start eating . LOL

Lovee,

That Spanish Girl:]

Dear Journal,

Well, let's start off with today is my sister's birthday and she's 20 oh my god:] my sister i used to play gold fish, talent shows, barbies, and barbie computers games with is 20 fucking years old. Life's going by so fast i remember when i first moved here in 3rd and now im in 7th omg. it's already been 5 years. Well, i got a cat Shadow in october and guess what hes a black cat and dont say hes bad luck because he's not . I read online if you let a black cat into your house it's good luck. Anyways, my teacher was on the news today it was so cool. A 9th grader at the highschool but her in a headlock i was like whoahh!

today in school my crush was in the hallways and he looked at me so right now your like wtf? he looked at you big woopdie doo stfu it's good for me. Im not that type of girl with naturally straight hair and perfect skin. I have curly hair and I have to straighten it for like 5 hours every week . I take showers I just put a cap on so i dont damage my hair. there is so much judging at my school and it's not even funny. Well, anyways i missed religon yesterday cause i didnt feel like going i was SO tired it wasnt even funny. Saturday, we might go to red lobster to celebrate my sister's birthday i cant wait we're having cake in a few minutes yayayayayay! ITS ICECREAM CAKE OHH EMM GEE. Well, i better go before my mom and my sister start eating . LOL

Lovee,

That Spanish Girl:]

I arrived back in Vista around 630ish. Stopped by the bank to deposit my winnings!! I put in $300 after i spend some money on some cute lingerie for the trip and long underwear. the lingerie is soooo cute.. its black with red hearts on the bra part. Its a sheer babydoll and it clips in the front, so excellent! I cannot wait to wear it for steven..

I changed my returning flight back home to the 21st. I'm goin to stay in south dakota for almost a week, am i crazy? I must really like this guy. I've never donethis before. It kinda makes me scared. I've never spent the week, let alone.. fly almost across the country.. for someone to be with someone. I was thinking about it, and i've seen him a whole 4 times!!! And i'm already getting on a plane .....

I did an add on case today. Seth was my resident. Told me i should come party with him again like we did on his birthday. haha.. good times. Maybe i'll bring out steven with me if he's partying downtown again.. that would be sweet.

And I actually have2 cases tomorrow. granted the timing is kinda fucked up but it gives me time to get some gyros at that greek chicken place that i like and i can stop by burlington coat factory to see if they have that one coat!

鼠年老鼠的心声

鼠是大属相, 因为老虎越来越少, 我们老鼠绝对数虽没增加, 但减少的速度要慢得多. 在阴黑的洞里, 我们胆子一点都不小. 偷点粮食也是被逼无奈, 若能分到口粮, 俺也不愿意干那违法的事. 别以为整天躲老猫避鼠夹子, 防老鼠药的日子有多好过. 经历了几个世纪的血雨腥风, 我们踏踏实实地成长了.

说实在的, 俺们老鼠到现在始终都没能弄明白, 人类大叔大妈为何老根俺这微小体积的物种过不去, 咱可是往日无冤近日无仇啊, 我们了解你们锄禾日当午的辛苦, 实际上我们就是无法区分哪些粮食是人类种的,哪些粮食是自然恩赐给我们的.人类要是办这方面的培训班,我们马上就报名参加,但何必把我们依本性干的那点事老是记在心上, 俗话说,不知者不怪嘛. 我们呼吁人类能不计前嫌地跟我们在地球上共创人鼠和谐社会, 别动不动就株连九族, 满门抄斩. 要知道,干这些事情迟早都是会遭到报应的.

生长在同一个太阳底下, 我们老鼠一直保持低调, 虽然在这地球上我们鼠数众多, 但我们安心地修身养性, 没有惦记跟人类争社会地位,物质生活对我们来说并不是毕生追求的终极目标, 高楼大厦底下, 旧房子的旮旯里我们一住就是几代, 一身的灰皮短毛, 虽不时尚, 但也不能算俗气. 我们追求的是一生精神上的富足和生儿育女的快乐.

眼下最看不下去的是人类干的那些事情. 污染空气, 破坏生态, 让别的物种无辜地受到牵连. 如果哪天,动物界法庭开庭, 人类定会因为毁灭物种罪而被刑罚惩处. 嘿嘿, 那时候, 人类的朋友老猫也会遭牵连, 别看人类眼下还神气得很,实际离我们老鼠出头的日子真是不远了.